Always remaining as me

long time din post here... but i think mostly i will post all my bad feeling only... does miracle really exist for me??? i dunno how to feel now... perhaps should be back to zero... my feeling towards someone should be back to zero including my love to a little girl... i knew d,,,, everything good that i love and hope it would be everlasting happen would be taken away from me... last night when w e were both together in a small room in ur house, i was feeling overjoy... i love it... really i love it... the way we cuddle and play each other, i was hope that time could pause and stop at there... for i know everything that i wish will be taken away... after last night, there no more msg from someone... love could really melt someone... i think he will only treat me as a passer-by and a normal fren only from now onwards for i know good thing and what i wish for will never happen and will be taken away from me... i will remains as me only...