Been 5 months since i carried my second baby after my precious gem (Trinmie)... The feeling of pregnant been lost and now i am starting to feel it again. i had been waiting for this second baby for quite some time and i am happy when i know i am pregnant. whom not happy when knowing carrying little angel inside their worm. however thanks to god blessing and maybe mummy blessing. for once again in my life, I am pregnant again. and it is a girl..
year 2020 had been a tough year for me. i lost my job and currently I am jobless. a woman without a job, taking care of my daughters. don't even know whether I should be happy or not with my current situation. this year is very dynamic year for me as there were a disease of COVID 19 and I am carrying a baby without a job. maybe I am still lucky as I still able to manage my financial. but I need to fully rely on my husband. to be frank I am not happy to rely on him cause I love to have my own career. now I have no career but I still my babies for me to take care of. how am I gonna raise is a big problem for me due to my current situation.
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