by ur side

my feeling growing each day... and i dun wan to stop it...  i know u dun believe in love anymore but i dun know y i just wan be by ur side and help u overcome with this... i should not have done this but i dun wan to c u hopeless... i am already happy when u think of me when u need help.... i want to help u get out and step out to what u wan to be and do... even though at the end i may not get ur love and maybe i will be once again doom but at least i have a moment with u... i know u dun have feeling towards me but i just dunno y i wanna help u up and help u move on and succeed... i am jealous and i admit... when u treat Renee nice i do admit that i am jealous actually but i control it.. i could feel tat u like her more... but i just pretend nothing happen cse i know i am fall in love with u d... but i dun wan u to noe tat i care u a lot.. i just wanna be by ur side when u need help and accompany... i wan u to have faith in love back... perhaps i wont get ur love but at least i try... maybe at the end i would end up being alone and get rejected by u but for now i dun wan u to give up urself and i wont give up... i wont force u and i will just be by ur side...